• I’ve Been To Tomorrow

    This blog is coming to you from the future.

    I’ve been to tomorrow and I have come back to tell you everything is going to be alright.

    I’m in Khabarovsk, Russia — 16 hours ahead of U.S. Central Time, 16 hours ahead of you (most of you anyway). You’re getting ready to live today…I’ve already lived it. And it’s alright.

    OK, I’m talking about a “trick” of travel and the perception of time on a round planet.

    But it’s no trick when Jesus tells you not to worry about tomorrow. Jesus is Lord. Jesus is Lord of Heaven and Earth. And Jesus is Lord of Space and Time. The Lord of Time tells you not to worry about what you call tomorrow. He’s already been there and filled it with this promise: Lo, I am with you always.

    Time is a tricky matter. But one thing is for sure, time is a perception not to be confused with ultimate reality. God does not exist within time, time exists within God. That should be simple enough to understand (or at least accept). God can declare the end from the beginning (Isaiah 46:10) because He perceives the end as clearly as the beginning. Past, present and future are phenomena of time-confined creatures, but God is not confined by time. Time came into being when God created light…but God was before light and thus before time began. God is the eternal I AM…not the temporal I used to be or the theoretical I will be.

    Does God know the future? Excuse me, but what a stupid question! Of course He does! For that matter, there is no “future” in God’s perception. There are those who assert that to some extent God is ignorant of the future. They call it a tenet of Open Theism. But I call that silly notion what it is: a tenet of human ignorance.

    Has God given man free will? You know He has! Oh, you may pretend you don’t know about free will while having a theological or philosophical conversation, but in real life you know we have free will! If during our debate on free will I slap you, you will not accept it that I have no free will and that I was predestined to slap you. Some theological determinists just need a crisp slap in the face to bring them back to reality.

    (Remember that old aftershave commercial? *Slap!* Thanks, I needed that. This is part of my Slap A Calvinist Doctrine. I’m joking. Sort of.)

    Is God’s knowledge of the future and the reality of man’s free will contradictory? No. You ask, how can that be? I don’t know. But what’s that got to do with it? There’s no end to things I don’t know how they work but I know they do. Gravity is one. God’s foreknowledge and man’s free will is another. I do suspect brother Einstein may be able to shed some light on this, but now I am getting too far from what I set out to say.

    Jesus has been to your tomorrow and wants to tell you everything is going to be alright. Believe it! And don’t worry about tomorrow…which, by the way, is the only thing you worry about. One of the best things about faith is it takes all the worry out of the future. Believe in God and take no (worried) thought about tomorrow. The trouble you have today is the only trouble you need to attend to. Don’t borrow trouble from tomorrow. It probably doesn’t even exist and won’t be there when tomorrow arrives, and even if it does it will be at least ten times smaller than what you imagined and you will find the grace of Jesus more than enough to handle that trouble in the present moment.

    Believe me! Believe Jesus! And stop worrying. Worry is hell in your head. Don’t let your head go to hell. Change channels in your TV brain — change the channel from the “Everything Bad That Could Happen” channel to the “Jesus is Lord of Space and Time” channel. That channel has program on 24/7 called “Everything Is Going To Be Alright.”

    Let peace like a river flow.

    BZ

    PS

    Speaking of rivers, I’m on the banks of the Amur river in Khabarovsk, Russia. I’m only 15 miles from China. It’s a cold and snowy day. I can see this cathedral from my hotel window. There are ice sculptures all over the city. The pastors conference is going well. I have had no jet lag. Really. I think I found the cure for jet lag. Stay up for 44 hours and then sleep for 11 hours. Anyway, that’s what I did and I feel fine.

    Time to get ready to preach.

    Time is an ocean but it ends at the shore.

    Peace.

  • A Metaphor for Modern Man

    Perhaps you heard the story. A few days ago a 70 year old man was found dead sitting in front of his TV in his New York home. He had been dead for over a year. The TV was still on. The dry air in his home had mummified his body. He had family who lived nearby, but he was estranged from them. He lived alone.

    The lonely man who turned into a TV watching mummy is a metaphor for modern man. Estranged from his family, living alone, with nothing more to do in life than watch TV, his death went unnoticed for more than a year. From outward appearances, his death was not very different from his life. Sitting alone in front of a TV is not very much alive. You can even do it when you’re dead. It’s sad to think that this man was living a life that was so similar to death, that when he died, there wasn’t much difference.

    So what is the message?

    LIVE!

    LIVE LIFE!

    LIVE LIFE NOW!

    Turn off the TV, reconcile with your family, make some friends, seize the moment and live! If you just sit there in your estrangement and loneliness with nothing but a TV for a companion, you are barely alive — even a mummy can do that.

    I can only imagine that when this poor soul was finally discovered (because of a burst water pipe), the TV watching mummy was keeping up with the coverage of the death of Anna Nicole Smith. And that would be another modern metaphor.

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    In the morning Peri and I fly to Moscow. We will be ministering in conferences all of Russia. After we reach Moscow, Peri will being going to St. Petersburg to speak in a women’s conference; I’ll be flying another ten hours to Kharbarvosk in the Far East to speak at a pastor’s conference. I’m flying 2/3 of the way around the world to reach the first conference. Weird, huh? I’ll spend two nights on planes before I finally find a bed. Oh, well. I love Russia and love my Russian druzhki (pals). We also have meetings in St. Petersburg, Moscow and Ulan-Ude in Siberia. Please pray for Peri and me and the meetings.

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    I’ll be spending quite a bit of time in the “flying library.” Here are the books I’ll be reading.

    A Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovitch by Alexander Solzhenitsyn

    The Master and Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov

    Evil and the Justice of God by N.T. Wright

    The Sacred Journey by Frederick Buechner

    Eat This Book: A Conversation on the Art of Spiritual Reading by Eugene Peterson (My friend Joe Beach met Eugene Peterson last week and got me a signed copy. Thank you, Joe!)

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    What I’m listening to at this very moment:
    The Johnny Cash cover of Nick Cave’s The Mercy Seat. A strange song.

    The Mercy Seat

    It began when they come and took me from my home
    And put me on Death Row,
    A crime for which I am totally innocent, you know.

    I began to warm and chill
    To objects and their fields,
    A ragged cup, a twisted mop
    The face of Jesus in my soup
    Those sinister dinner deals
    The meal trolley’s wicked wheels
    A hooked bone rising from my food
    All things either good or ungood.

    And the mercy seat is waiting
    And I think my head is burning
    And in a way I’m yearning
    To be done with all this weighing of the truth.
    An eye for an eye
    And a tooth for a tooth
    And anyway I told the truth
    And I’m not afraid to die.

    I hear stories from the chamber
    Christ was born into a manger
    And like some ragged stranger
    He died upon the cross
    Might I say, it seems so fitting in its way
    He was a carpenter by trade
    Or at least that’s what I’m told

    Like kill hand’s
    Tattooed E.V.I.L. across it’s brother’s fist
    That filthy five!
    They did nothing to challenge or resist.

    In Heaven His throne is made of gold
    The ark of his Testament is stowed
    A throne from which I’m told
    All history does unfold.
    It’s made of wood and wire
    And my body is on fire
    And God is never far away.

    Into the mercy seat I climb
    My head is shaved, my head is wired
    And like a moth that tries
    To enter the bright eye
    I go shuffling out of life
    Just to hide in death awhile
    And anyway I never lied.

    And the mercy seat is waiting
    And I think my head is burning
    And in a way I’m yearning
    To be done with all this weighing of the truth.
    An eye for an eye
    And a tooth for a tooth
    And anyway I told the truth
    And I’m not afraid to die.

    And the mercy seat is burning
    And I think my head is glowing
    And in a way I’m hoping
    To be done with all this twisting of the truth.
    An eye for an eye
    And a tooth for a tooth
    And anyway there was no proof
    And I’m not afraid to die.

    And the mercy seat is glowing
    And I think my head is smoking
    And in a way I’m hoping
    To be done with all these looks of disbelief.
    A life for a life
    And a truth for a truth
    And I’ve got nothing left to lose
    And I’m not afraid to die.

    And the mercy seat is smoking
    And I think my head is melting
    And in a way that’s helping
    To be done with all this twisting of the truth
    An eye for an eye
    And a tooth for a tooth
    And anyway I told the truth
    But I’m afraid I told a lie.

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    I’m excited about preaching and teaching and talking and thinking and reasoning and prophesying and proclaiming the Kingdom of Jesus in Russia. This is my eighth time to be in Russia. I prefer Russia in the winter. That’s the real Russia. Russians might be my favorite people to preach to. The Russians are thinkers and brooders and I connect well with them. I’d have made a good Russian. So I’ll be a Russian of sorts for the next two weeks.

    May the Kingdom of Jesus break forth in mighty power in Russia.

    Amen.

    BZ

    PS

    Don’t forget the message.

    LIVE!

    LIVE LIFE!

    LIVE LIFE NOW!

  • A New Way To Be Human

    My Three Sons

    I was talking to my son Aaron the other day (the one on the right) about Switchfoot. I’ve recently got into their music through their latest album Oh! Gravity. Aaron’s reply was something like, Yeah, dad, wake up and smell the contemporary. Then he mentioned that I might like one of their old (1999) albums — New Way To Be Human. As soon as he said, new way to be human, I thought, what an awesome description of salvation. I made a mental note to explore this thought further and possibly preach on it.

    A week later…

    In preparation for FAITH X FIVE (Faith Life Weekend) I was reading some stuff by Maximus the Confessor, a seventh century theologian from Constantinople, and I stumbled upon this sentence from Max…

    “Christ showed us an entirely new way of being human.”

    Whoa! Coincidence or Godincidence?

    Way back in the twentieth century Switchfoot was talking about a new way to be human. And way, way, way back in the seventh century Maximus the Confessor was talking about the same thing.

    My expression for this theological concept has been that Jesus inaugurated a new branch of humanity. Same thing.

    Here’s a thought I’ve had lately. If I could have an evening of conversation with one person from history (other than Jesus) I would pick the Apostle Paul (I sure hope he can speak English or it’s going to be a wasted wish) and I would begin the conversation by asking him this question:

    What is salvation?

    Now mind you, I’m not a novice and I do have some idea of what salvation is and I could even couch it in big fancy theological terms like soteriology. But that would be my question. What is salvation?

    I know this much…it’s sure a whole lot more than a ticket to heaven when you die. I believe the Apostle Paul would be very satisfied with a new way to be human as a description of what salvation is (or at least what salvation does).

    I went through a period of time several years ago where I would wake up in the middle the night with this question burning in my brain: When do we live? I think God was forcing me to reconsider my estimation of what salvation is. If salvation is primarily a ticket to heaven when you die, the answer to the question when do we live? would be, when we die. And that seems unsatisfactory. I think the answer to the question when do we live? can be answered this way:

    We (really) live when we discover the new way to be human in Christ.

    I have much more to say on this, but I think I’ll say it tomorrow during Friday Night Church. I hope to see you then…on line or in the pew.

    Dylan line for the day:

    I’m on the fringes of the night, fighting back tears that I can’t control
    Some people they ain’t human, they got no heart or soul
    Well, I’m crying to The Lord – I’m tryin’ to be meek and mild
    Yes, I cried for you – now it’s your turn, you can cry awhile

    Let’s be human the new way. The Jesus way.

    Blessings,

    BZ

    PS

    On New Way To Be Human Switchfoot give props to a couple of my biggest influences: Soren Kierkegaard and Saint Augustine. Check out these songs…

    Sooner or Later (Soren’s Song)

    Come back and haunt me
    Follow me home
    Give me a motive
    Swallow me whole

    They say I’ve lost it
    What could I know
    When I’m but a mockery?
    I’m so alone

    Sooner or later you’ll find out
    There’s a hole in the wall

    Today is ours condemned to be free
    Free to keep breathing
    Free to believe

    I look to find you
    Down on my knees
    Oh God, I believe!
    Please help me believe

    Sooner or later they’ll find out
    There’s a hole in the wall
    Sooner or later you’ll find out
    That you’ll dream to be that small

    I’m a believer, help me believe

    I gave it all away and lost who I am
    I threw it all away
    With everything to gain
    And I’m taking the leap
    With dreams of shrinking
    Yeah, dreams of shrinking

    Come back and haunt me
    Follow me home
    Give me a motive
    Swallow me whole
    Sooner or later

    Something More (Augustine’s Confession)

    Augustine
    Just woke up with a broken heart
    All this time
    He’s never been awake before

    At thirty-one
    His whole world is a question mark
    All this time
    He’s never been awake before

    Watching dreams that he once had
    Feed the flames inside his head
    In a quiet desperation of the emptiness inside
    he says

    “There’s gotta be something more
    Than what I’m living for
    I’m crying out to You”

    Augustine
    All his fears keep falling out
    All this time
    he’s never been awake before

    Finding now
    His old dreams aren’t panning out
    All this time
    He’s never been awake before

    But he’s mad to be alive
    And he’s dying to be met
    In a quiet desperation of the emptiness inside
    he says…

    “Hey I give it all away
    Nothing I was holding back remains
    Hey, I give it all away
    Looking for the grace of God today”

  • Thomas Aquinas

    Let me ramble on without any promise of making any sense. It helps me think and if you get something out of it, well, that’s just a bonus.

    Seven years ago I discovered Saint Augustine. He was the guardian of certain treasure which I believe the Lord wanted me to discover through him: The City of God.

    And now (to use what may sound like religious language) I’ve been feeling “led” to explore Thomas Aquinas.

    Thomas Aquinas (1225 – 1274) Medieval theologian and philosopher. Other than Augustine, Aquinas is the most influential theologian in Christian history.

    I just finished G.K. Chesterton’s brilliant biography, Saint Thomas Aquinas: “The Dumb Ox” and my head is abuzz.

    Now the rambling begins…

    Aquinas asserted that Faith and Reason are in no way contradictory. There are not two truths — spiritual truth and rational truth — but only Truth. Indeed, all truth is God’s truth. I’ve said before that, in theory, one could study any object in the universe, a pea for example, and ultimately it would lead to the knowledge of God.* But the problem is it takes too long, and thus the need for what Aquinas called “special revelation” — a divine shortcut to knowing God. Primarily, special revelation is the Scriptures.

    * Edit: Alert emailer, Pat, sent this poem to me in reference to this point…

    Flower in the Crannied Wall

    Flower in the crannied wall,
    I pluck you out of the crannies;
    Hold you here, root and all, in my hand,
    Little flower—but if I could understand
    What you are, root and all, and all in all,
    I should know what God and man is.

    -Alfred, Lord Tennyson

    As far as the Scriptures go, Aquinas noted that the meaning of Scripture is often far from self-evident and therefore Scripture must be interpreted in the light of other truths. If a literal interpretation is absolutely contradicted by an obvious fact, then we must acknowledge that the literal interpretation is a false interpretation. But it must really be an obvious fact.

    Plato was to Augustine what Aristotle was to Aquinas.

    Plato said that reality was found in the world of idealized (but theoretical) forms.

    Aristotle said that reality was actually in what we call reality — that which can be known through the senses.

    Thus in the Renaissance painting, The School of Athens by Raphael, Plato is pointing toward heaven and the realm of idealized forms, while Aristotle gestures toward the earth and the realm of substantive form.

    (Read about this famous painting here.)

    The church has been too Greek, too Platonic, too much with Augustine*; which is to say, too other-worldly.

    * Edit: Don’t get me wrong, I love Augustine. His writings have been an absolute treasure to me. I’m just saying that his Platonic pining for the spiritual realm occasionally needs to be pulled back to earth by the likes of the Dumb Ox.

    We need to be more Jewish, which would be more like Aristotle and Aquinas; which is to say, we need to come back down to earth.

    To quote Chesterton:

    Nobody will begin to understand
    [Aquinas’ theology and philosophy] who does not realize that the primary and fundamental part of it is entirely the praise of Life, the praise of Being, the praise of God as the Creator of the World.

    The problem with Plato and being so “heavenly minded” is that it’s very easy to slip into the false notion that there is something evil about the material creation itself — and this is a grievous error. It’s this kind of thinking that causes the dualist to say that evil is an equal partner with good and causes the Calvinist to suggest that God created evil; i.e. an evil will.

    But the truth is that God looked upon all things that He had made and pronounced it very good. Therefore, there are no “bad things” — only bad uses of things. There are no bad things, only bad thoughts and intentions.

    (A partially developed thought: Things possessing free will can choose to be bad and thus become bad, thus necessitating hell. Hell is the final result of a very bad use of a very good thing — free will.)

    Again, to quote Chesterton…

    Only Calvinists can really believe that hell is paved with good intentions. That is exactly the one thing it cannot be paved with. But it is possible to have bad intentions about good things.

    The devil can pervert things by a bad intention, but he cannot make things bad, for the very reason that God is the creator of all things and He made all things good.

    You can murder a man by beating him with a stick or drowning him in water, but trees and lakes are not bad things.

    Aquinas believed that God’s physical creation is good and that life is to be embraced and enjoyed and not thought of as something from which we must escape. Escape from life is the hope of the Buddhist, not the Christian. Life is where it’s at! As the Jews say, L’chaim! (To life!)

    Stop thinking there is something noble about wanting to escape life. God created you for life and God intends for life to be good.

    Let me paraphrase from Chesterton…

    Thomas Aquinas with a most solid and colossal conviction believed in Life and in the livableness of life. If Shakespeare suggests that the morbid Renaissance intellectual is supposed to say, To be or not to be — that is the question, then the massive medieval theologian does most certainly reply in a voice of thunder, To be — that is the answer!

    Ha! I love that!

    (And yes, there is more than a hint of Christian Existentialism there…six hundered years before Kierkegaard — but the optimistic kind.)

    Plato might be forgiven for thinking that the great desire of man should be to escape the body, since he lived before Christ. But those living on this side of the Incarnation and Resurrection must think otherwise. All of the great promises of God are fulfilled in resurrection — the resurrection of Christ and the resurrection of the saints.

    L’chaim!

    One final quote from good ol’ G.K. (slightly paraphrased)…

    The Body was no longer what it was when Plato and the old mystics had left it for dead. It had hung upon a cross. It had risen from a tomb. It was no longer possible for the soul to despise the senses, which had been the organs of Him who was more than a man. Plato might despise the flesh, but God had not despised it. The senses had truly become sanctified.

    Amen.

    BZ

    PS

    I’m in “the cave” this week preparing for Faith Life Weekend: FAITH x 5

    We start Friday night. See you then.

  • The Day Derrida Died

    In an e-conversation with a pastor friend in Denver I said this today…

    I accept Postmodernity’s criticism of modernity; the criticism of modernity’s arrogance and misplaced confidence in the inevitable advance of humanity. What postmodernity does is open the door for the doctrine of the Fall. Observing that we live in a world gone wrong is a good place to begin the Gospel story. But I’ll be a suck egg mule before I’ll believe that Jacques Derrida was anything other than a clever fool. Deconstruction is nothing but dressed up Nihilism. I was in Paris the day Derrida died. I wanted to get a t-shirt made up: Derrida Is Dead. That some of the Emerging church people (not the leaders…as far as I know) have a juvenile fascination with Derrida gives me a low opinion of them. Francis Schaeffer would slap them down.

    And that reminds me of a great story.

    The Paris Train Story

    In October of 2004 Peri and I were in Paris for a week. Because of where I was ministering we were staying in the northern part of Paris near the Charles De Gaulle airport. One evening I wanted to attend an event at the Notre Dame Cathedral. Because Peri was a bit worn our from the day’s activities, I went by myself — a forty-five minute train ride to the center of Paris. The event I was interested in was an hour long sight and sound presentation on the history of the Cathedral. I took the RER to the Saint-Michel metro stop which is just a couple of blocks from Notre Dame. I still had more than an hour before the nine o’clock presentation, so I went to the famous English bookstore nearby, Shakespeare and Company, which had been the haunt of American and English expatriates like Ernest Hemmingway, T.S. Elliot, Ezra Pound, James Joyce, and other writers. The proprietor allows young aspiring writers to have a bed in the shop (if he thinks they show sufficient promise); it is a very interesting place. As I was browsing among the Russian literature section I decided to buy a paperback copy of Dostoevsky’s The Idiot. What was unusual about this purchase was that I had a nice hardback copy of The Idiot back at the hotel, but since I had brought nothing with me to read, I thought I would buy it and have something to read on the forty-five minute train ride back to the hotel. At twelve euros, it was a bit of an extravagance.

    Leaving Shakespeare and Company “the Idiot” and I walked across the street to Notre Dame. The presentation was well done and I found it very interesting; it covered not only the 900 year history of the Cathedral but the coming of Christianity to France through the apostolic ministry of Saint Denis in the 3rd Century; Saint Denis was beheaded in 275 A.D. at a pagan temple which later became the site of Notre Dame. At the conclusion of the presentation, as I sat by myself in the massive cathedral. (I was sitting next to the column on the far right of the picture.) I prayed a simple prayer asking God to use me for His purposes while I was in Paris. It was a little past ten o’clock when I left Notre Dame.

    As I walked from the Cathedral to the Saint-Michel metro stop with The Idiot in hand, I continued to dedicate myself to God and ask that He would use me in some way. When I got on the train, it was mostly empty and I sat down in a section by myself, opened my book and began to read. We had only gone one stop, maybe two minutes, when a young Asian man got on and sat down opposite me. I paid no attention to him until he said to me in good English, “That’s a great book.”

    I said, “Have you read it?”

    He said, “I’m reading it right now.”

    I replied, “What a coincidence.”

    His name was Yu and he had just graduated from college with degrees in political science and history. I told him that was a good combination of degrees. Political science is man’s attempt to govern himself and history is the record of his failures.

    As we talked about The Idiot, Yu went on to tell me that his favorite contemporary author was Gabriel Garcia Marquez and I told him that I had read One Hundred Years of Solitude and The General’s Labyrinth. These were the two Gabriel Garcia Marquez books Yu had read, and we both shared the opinion that One Hundred Years of Solitude is utterly fantastic and The General’s Labyrinth is a bit boring. Yu then mentioned that he also liked to read philosophy and that occasioned me to mention that Jacques Derrida, the founder deconstruction philosophy, had died in Paris that very day. When I quipped, “And may his philosophy die with him”, Yu said, “It will.”

    Yu was obviously a very bright young man and I was curious about his basic worldview so I said, “You’re an intelligent young man, just graduating from school with degrees in history and political science; from what you know of history and politics, let me ask you a question: What hope to have for the world? Do you believe that humanity is capable of establishing some kind of political system that will eliminate injustice and produce peace on earth?”

    Yu said, “I have no such hope.” Then Yu said to me, “I’ve heard that Fyodor Dostoevsky was a Christian; do you know if that’s true?” (At this point in the conversation I’m fairly sure Yu had no idea I was a Christian.)

    I said, “Yes, it’s true, and I know how he became a Christian, would you like to hear the story?”

    Yu said he would and I told him how Dostoevsky as a young man was a part of a failed revolution and had been arrested in St. Petersburg, put in prison, and sentenced to death. On the day of his execution, Dostoevsky and four other co-conspirators were brought forth from the prison to face the firing squad; their crimes were read out, they were blind-folded, the formality of execution was begun, and at the last moment their sentence was commuted to five years hard labor in Siberia. As one might imagine, this event had a tremendous effect on Dostoevsky (in several of his novels, Dostoevsky writes of what goes through the mind of a man on his way to his execution). As Dostoevsky arrived at the prison camp in Siberia where he would serve his sentence, a peasant woman was handing out copies of the Gospels. For five years this was nearly the only reading material available to this literary man, and it was through the reading of the Gospels that Dostoevsky became a Christian.

    Yu then asked me what I did. When I told him I was a pastor, he was initially surprised, then he became serious and said, “Since you are a pastor, I want to tell you something. I was brought up in a home that believed in God, but when I entered my teens I rejected the idea of God and became an atheist. Yesterday I went to Notre Dame, just to see the Gothic architecture. But while I was in the Cathedral I found myself wanting to pray. I tried to pray to God and tell Him that I wanted to know Him, but I don’t think He heard my prayer because I walked away from him years ago.”

    I said, “Yu, let me tell you something. God did hear your prayer. Less than an hour ago I was in Notre Dame and I prayed saying, ‘God, use me while I’m in Paris.’ Then I got aboard this train, you sat down across from me, commented on my book, which we are both reading and which I just bought, even though I already have a copy of it in my hotel room, so that we would meet and have this conversation and I could tell you that God most definitely heard your prayer yesterday in Notre Dame just as he heard my prayer tonight and arranged for our paths to cross so I could tell you these things.”

    Yu was stunned.

    I said, “Yu, do you really want to know God? Do you want to know the Answer that Dostoevsky found? The Answer for a world gone wrong?”

    He said, “I do.”

    I asked, “Do you have a Bible?”

    He said, “I do.”

    I said, “Yu, go home, read the Gospel of John, like Dostoevsky did, and you will discover how you can know God through Jesus Christ.” Then I asked Yu, “Will you do this?”

    He said, “I will.”

    I then wanted to say so much more to him, but as I looked out the window for the first time during our conversation I saw we were at the Charles De Gaulle stop. I thought we had talked for a few minutes, but it had been forty-five.

    I simply said, “Yu, this is my stop, I have to go, see you later. God bless you.”

    When I got off the train I felt like an angel.

    I have an assurance deep in my heart that my friend Yu has read the Gospel of John and made the Great Discovery that I and Fyodor Dostoevsky and so many millions of others have made: Jesus is the Answer.

    And I wonder if Yu ever thinks, “Was that man an angel?”

    I’m not a winged seraph, but I know for certain that I was a messenger sent by God to meet a young man on a train in Paris.

    On the day Derrida died.

    BZ

    PS

    Bonus Material…

    Father of Non-sense
    Janie B. Cheaney

    A French thinker who died last month temporarily had in his sphere almost as much influence as Peter Singer in his. The man was Jacques Derrida, the “father of deconstructionism.”

    Who? Father of what? I wouldn’t have known myself, except for the work of astute observers like Gene Edward Veith and others. A celebrity in the academic world, Derrida never tried to reach the masses; his books and articles were so obtuse it was a badge of brilliance to understand them. But, according to his own theories, there was no real point in understanding him, for deconstructionism claims that no text can communicate true meaning. When one takes apart the language of an author, one finds inherent contradictions and false suppositions that he or she was too mired in the cultural milieu to recognize. Whether the author recognizes it or not, there can be no inherent meaning in a text.

    Fully launched in the 1960s, a time of riotous tearing-down, Derrida’s theory fit right in, joining a current of isms that were remaking the university landscape (relative, postmodern, existential, and so on). His focus was on literature and communication, and his bombshell idea exploded most effectively in literature departments, taking forms Derrida might not have intended. For once deconstructed, a work could be reconstructed to suit the reader’s own mirey milieu. Thus English and victim-group “studies” classes became textual sandboxes, where Moby Dick was an examination of racism, The Merchant of Venice a searing indictment of Christian hypocrisy, Pride and Prejudice a cry for help from a subjugated woman.

    Fun and games in the classroom is one thing; responding to actual events should be another. Or perhaps not. When asked about the historical significance of Sept. 11, Derrida’s lengthy reply, with endless qualifiers and scare quotes, sounded like self-parody: “…All the philosophical questions remain open, unless they are opening up again in a perhaps new and original way: what is an impression? What is a belief? But especially: what is an event worthy of this name? And a ‘major’ event, that is, one that is actually more of an ‘event,’ more actually an ‘event,’ than ever?…”

    Texts like this lend themselves more to satire than deconstruction; “Father of Deconstructionism Dies, If ‘Death’ Means Anything,” ran the headline on the humor website Scrappleface. In some ways, Derrida outlived his times; deconstructionism was never taken seriously as a philosophy, and as a literary fad, it has run its course.

    But as an intellectual virus it lingers on, doing its part to undermine the very idea of objective truth, meaning, even logic. The man or woman on the street who never heard of Derridan terms like arche-trace or differance have probably heard of legal quibbling over the meaning of the word is, or the CBS suggestion that certain documents it foolishly used were “fake, but accurate.” Language has always been misused to obscure meaning rather than express it, but never in ways that challenge the very idea of meaning.

    Derrida’s approach to language is often described as “playful” — as if he himself knew he wasn’t making sense, but that was OK because there was no sense to be made. Floundering in a linguistic mud puddle while trying to explain the significance of 9/11 was no more ridiculous than John Edwards’s claim that wheelchair-bound Americans would get up and walk during a Kerry administration, or Richard Holbrooke characterizing the War on Terror as a metaphor. But Derrida wasn’t running for anything; Sens. Kerry and Edwards (Mr. Holbrooke, too) were campaigning to be the chief arbiters of “major events,” making their irresponsible statements an especially dangerous form of play.

    It’s also a degradation of the image of God, who expresses Himself in the Word and promises that “on the day of judgment, people will give account for every careless word they speak” (Matthew 12:36). Does language matter to Him, or not? When He says, “Let there be light,” it happens. When He says, “Get up and walk,” we do. When He calls things that are not as though they were, we can be certain that the “as though” will melt away like snow in a blazing sunrise.

    What He says not only means something but is something, as certain to come to pass as these words that I’m typing on my keyboard this moment.

    Copyright 2007 WORLD Magazine
    November 27, 2004, Vol. 19, No. 46

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  • N.T. Wright

    I’m back in the USA. New York. The 16 hour flight home wasn’t bad at all. 1 sermon, 1.5 books, 3 albums, 1 movie, 2 meals and 5 hours of sleep. All in all a pretty productive 16 hours.

    The great thing about blogs is that just about anything can pass for a blog.

    So I’m going to pass off an email I just shot to a friend as a blog.

    We’ve both been reading Paul: In Fresh Perspective by N.T. Wright.

    I finished it on the flight from India and sent this email this morning.

    From: Brian Zahnd
    Sent: Saturday, January 20, 2007 5:07 AM
    To: Shea Strickland
    Subject: Paul (N.T. Wright)

    Have you finished it yet?

    I finished it on the flight from India today.

    It blows my mind. It also fills me with a strange joy.

    I know N.T. is definitely on to something.
    He’s a seer. N.T. sees the NT as it really is.

    The problem is I have to rethink everything.
    I have to be born again. Take it from the top.

    But I’ll do it!

    I’m starting to understand why I wanted to say Come With Me.
    We really are headed somewhere new.

    I feel like what I’ve known as Christianity has indeed been a cheap and tawdry consumer version of the real thing.

    What we’ve called Christianity is to authentic Christianity what Wal-Mart is to culture. It’s like comparing Wal-Mart to the Louvre. Which I actually said in my message on Consumer Christianity back in 2004 — but now I see it far more clearly. It’s the McDonaldization of Christianity. Billions served. But served what?*

    N.T. Wright is right-on on the NT.

    But most cannot understand him. He writes as a scholar. Our challenge is to figure out how to communicate what he (and others) are saying to a wider audience.

    N.T. Wright has gone to the top of the list of people I want to have a conversation with. We really should go kidnap him for a couple of days.

    * Which is not to say I don’t occasionally like McDonalds. After two weeks in India I’m ready for a Big Mac! But I don’t want a my Christianity to be McChurch.

    BZ

  • Mina’s Email and Blind Willie McTell

    Hello from the Imperial Hotel in New Delhi, India. Aaron and I are at the end of our time in India and we’ll by flying out at midnight tonight. A 16 hour flight. (Note to self: Charge the iPod, buy some more reading material and hope the movies are good.) And the 16 hour flight just gets us to New York. After 5 hour layover it’s the final leg home. From the time we leave the hotel till the time we reach home is 28 hours. Yeah, baby! And yesterday we traveled 12 hours to get to New Delhi. Along the way I will be working on my message for Sunday morning: Other People. I call these seven mile high sermons. I dreamed of preaching this message last night. It was good in my dream.

    The two conferences went very well. I preached a total of 17 times. The Indian Pentecostal Convention asked me to return next year and speak every night. We’ll see.

    Oh, by the way. The day I left Thiruvalla, Ravi Zacharias arrived. My host in Thiruvalla is a friend of Ravi. I just missed an opportunity to meet him. Darn! May there be another opportunity!

    I got an email from Mina in Egypt today.

    Mina was our guide and interpreter when Peri and I climbed Mount Sinai last November. Mina is a believer who came to the Lord through a series of dreams and miracles. He’s a Coptic Christian (Egyptian Orthodox). The Coptic Christians have a long history of persecution and Egypt is a land where many martyrs fell. This has produced a rich devotion in the Coptic Church. I want to share his email with you. I find it very poignant.

    Hello,

    How are you my friends?

    Hope you are okay and every thing going to be fine with you in your life. I don’t know where are you now or if you went home or still traveling every where. But, i hope you enjoying your time any way. It’s the first day in my holiday today, you know i was thinking all of the time if we will be able to keep in tough or not, But when i started to check my E-mail, i got your sweety message and i cann’t describe for you now how much i been happy because of your words.

    I know that you didn’t get excellent guiding because my English was not American and also i know that i didn’t understand you many times and that was a very bad from my site, I mean you could have another one more better than me.

    But, you know, really i was vey happy to see you and also to know that there are many people love Jesus as i do and also to know that there are many and many from the most far site of the world believing in Jesus by your way.

    Oh, I forget to tell you important point about me, I stopped smoking completly now. You know i had Three days off, then i was praying in my room in Taba where i am working and i refused to go outside with my friends, and i was praying asking Jesus to change some parts in my life in the first day, Then i had dream; “Dream of Fire” as i call it now: That i was smoking in my Dream and there was one angel beside me crying and his eyes were full of tears, then i started to look to him and my hands started to get burning because i forget the fire when i was looking to him. When i waked up, i burned all of my Cigarettes in the W.C, and to now i didn’t smoke any more and never i will smoke again.

    I know you don’t have time to read all of that but i wanna complete what’s happened with me to you please, I am sorry for that. At the next day, i mean thje Second day, I was praying for all of the Christians in all of the World because of the problems which between people together now because of the Differents between The Orthodox, The Catholics and The Protostantics and in the end of the Third day i went outside my room to watch Football with my friends in Coffe Shop and on one News Chanal i got some News about the Christians here in Egypt, that Pop Shenoda the Third, Pop of Orthodox Christians in the Middle East sent Invetation to Pop of Vatican to come to pray here in Egypt and also sent another Invetation to Dr. Safwat who is responsable about the Protostantic Church in Egypt to come to Pray also with him togather as Christian People together not like Orthodox or Catholic or Protostant. You know that didn’t happen before, you know, I am very happy now because of that and i feel that all of the Christians will be one body one day as Jesus asked us to do in the BilBle.

    Oh, i didn’t get the Books or any CD, But, i will go tomorrow to the Post Office of my city to check if there is something to me there or no. Then i will tell you later sure. Thanks for that very much, You know, you are the first people to something like that with me in all of my life.

    I don’t know what can i sent to you from here, But i will do my best to send to you something which i hope you will like one day.

    Jesus Bless you,

    Mina
    Egypt


    Mena and me.

    Jesus in on the move in surprising ways and in unexpected places.
    From Indian Pentecostals to Egyptian Copts. Hallelujah!

    I’ll be home soon.

    Blessings,

    BZ

    PS

    The bobtune going into my head as I post this blog: Blind Willie McTell

    Such a cool song!

    Here are the first and last verses:

    Seen the arrow on the doorpost
    Saying, “This land is condemned
    All the way from New Orleans
    To Jerusalem.”
    I traveled through East Texas
    Where many martyrs fell
    And I know no one can sing the blues
    Like Blind Willie McTell

    Well, God is in his heaven
    And we all want what’s his
    But power and greed and corruptible seed
    Seem to be all that there is
    I’m gazing out the window
    Of the Imperial Hotel*
    And I know no one can sing the blues
    Like Blind Willie McTell

    * Actually the line is the St. James Hotel. But I’m gazing out the window of the Imperial Hotel.

  • Hyderabad

    Just checking in with the Western world.

    It’s Sunday night and Aaron and I are in Hyderabad, India. We’ve been the past week in Warangal for the Indian Evangelical Team annual conference. There was no internet access where we were staying. Not that it would have mattered much. I had no time for any bloggishness. I spoke thirteen times. They asked me to speak for an hour and half on each occasion, but occasionally I would shirk my duty and speak for only an hour. I also met with many pastors, laid the cornerstone for a new building and wrote a new message which I gave Saturday night.

    Preaching thirteen times.

    My voice sounds like an old blues singer. Except I still can’t sing.

    After preaching this morning we hired a taxi to take us Hyderabad where we have a flight at 7:40 Monday morning. It’s a two hour drive from Warangal to Hyderabad. After one flat tire, one broken fuel pump and four hours later we arrived.

    In the morning we fly to Bangalore, then to Cochin and then drive three hours to Kumbanadu where I will be speaking at the 82nd Annual Indian Pentecostal Convention. This is one of the largest Christian conventions in India with 5,000 pastors for the daytime sessions and who knows how many people in the evening meetings. I will be preaching Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday evening as well as daytime session Tuesday and Wednesday. I don’t know a single person at this convention, so…I wonder what it will be like?

    Oh, yeah, after I accepted the IPC invitation to speak in their convention, they sent me the topics they want me to preach on. That makes it more demanding. Well, I’ll trust Jesus and swing for the fence.

    I know this is a boring blog. Just a travel update.

    And a prompt for prayer.

    Pray for me.

    BZ

    PS

    Speaking of old blues singers. My favorite: Blind Willie Johnson

    Next up on the iTunes…

    Soul of a Man
    by Blind Willie Johnson

    I’m going to ask the question
    Please answer if you can
    Is there anybody’s children can tell me
    What is the soul of a man?

    Won’t somebody tell me
    Answer if you can
    Won’t somebody tell me
    Tell me what is the soul of a man?

    I’ve traveled different countries
    Traveled to the furthest lands
    Couldn’t find nobody could tell me
    What is the soul of a man

    Won’t somebody tell me
    Answer if you can
    Won’t somebody tell me
    Tell me what is the soul of a man?

    I saw a crowd stand talking
    I just came up in time
    Was teaching the lawyers and the doctors
    That a man ain’t nothing but his mind

    Won’t somebody tell me
    Answer if you can
    Won’t somebody tell me
    Tell me what is the soul of a man?

    I read the Bible often
    I try to read it right
    As far as I can understand
    It’s nothing but a burning light

    Won’t somebody tell me
    Answer if you can
    Won’t somebody tell me
    Tell me what is the soul of a man?

    When Christ taught in the temple
    The people all stood amazed
    Was teaching the lawyers and the doctors
    How to raise a man from the grave

    Won’t somebody tell me
    Answer if you can
    Won’t somebody tell me
    Tell me what is the soul of a man?

  • Ready for the long haul

    This is another stream-of-consciousness I-need-to-do-a-blog so-I’ll make-it-up-as-I-go blog. But it’s Sunday night and I’m not feeling too clever so don’t expect much and you won’t be disappointed.

    Here goes (I really am making this up as I go)…

    Ready for the long haul.

    That’s a Dylan line that only the hardcore Dylanites will recognize.

    You know who you are.

    Aaron and I are sitting in the Continental lounge in Newark getting ready for the long haul flight to New Delhi. 14 hours. I’ll be speaking 17 times in two conferences. One in Warangal, Andhra Pradesh (800 pastors) and the other in Thiruvalla, Kerala (5,000 pastors). This is my twelfth time to India and Aaron’s first. Pray for me…and Aaron.

    Earlier this week I was not really looking forward to going to India. It’s a lot of work that always leaves me exhausted. But as I was driving to church Friday morning for one the 7:00 prayer gatherings I was listening to NPR and they were talking about India. As soon as I heard a Hindi accent, my enthusiasm for India revived.

    I know what India looks like. An Indian sunrise is unique.

    I know what India sounds like. A din of humanity.

    I know what India smells like. The spices of India are legendary.

    I know what India tastes like. Gosht vindaloo!

    I know what India feels like. Long bumpy rides in a Tata jeep.

    And India looks and sounds and smells and tastes and feels like a billion souls…most of whom are hungry for what the Kingdom of Jesus is.

    Random thoughts:

    I hate the Chiefs.

    (Let’s not talk about it.)

    I’m rooting for Marty now.

    When I fly on long transcontinental flights I have a system:

    First I read. I’m reading Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller.

    When I’m too tired to read I watch a movie. Hopefully they’ll have a good one. The best movie I ever saw on a plane was The Game.

    After I’m too tired to watch a movie I listen to music. First up on the iPod tonight is Wilco, Yankee Foxtrot Hotel.

    After that I sleep (hopefully).

    The twelve prayer meetings at the seventh hour (morning and night) of the seventh year of this millennium (from the evening of the 1st to the morning of the 7th) were awesome. They were better attended than I anticipated and each of them was strong and unique. Three stand out in my mind: The one on joy, the one on authority and the one on favor. Favor was Saturday night. As we worshiped I felt the Spirit of God gave me this prophetic word,

    You have come to seek My favor
    But you need not seek it
    From the moment you set your heart to seek My face
    You found my favor — and My favor found you.

    The passages of scripture I ministered from were Isaiah 54:4-10 and Isaiah 57:16-19.

    Comfort ye My people. Amen.

    The lyrics to the Keith Green song Peri and were trying to quote at that prayer meeting go like this…

    When I Hear the Praises Start
    Keith Green

    My son, My son, why are you striving
    You can’t add one thing to what’s been done for you
    I did it all while I was dying
    Rest in your faith, my peace will come to you
    For when I hear the praises start
    I want to rain upon you
    Blessings that will fill your heart
    I see no stain upon you
    Because you are my child and you know me
    To Me you’re only holy
    Nothing that you’ve done remains
    Only what you do for Me

    My child, My child, why are you weeping
    You will not have to wait forever
    That day and that hour is in My keeping
    The day I’ll bring you into Heaven
    For when I hear the praises start
    My child, I want to rain upon you
    Blessing that will fill your heart
    I see no stain upon you
    Because you are My child and you know me
    To me you’re only holy
    Nothing that you’ve done remains
    Only what you do in Me

    My precious bride, the day is nearing
    When I’ll take you in My arms and hold you
    I know there are so many things that you’ve been hearing
    But you just hold on to what I have told you
    For when I hear the praises start
    My bride, I want to rain upon you
    Blessings that will fill your heart
    I see no stain upon you
    Because you are My child, and you know Me
    To me you’re only holy
    Nothing that you’ve done will remain
    Only what you do for me

    (It’s a beautiful song, if you don’t know it, you might try to get it.)

    Right now I’m happy.

    But don’t make too much of that. Happiness is transitory. Happiness can come suddenly and leave just as quick. But peace…peace can endure, peace can stick with you. You can be established in peace. This present world is not very conducive to long bouts of happiness. That will have to wait until the Kingdom comes. But the Kingdom that has already come is a bulwark of peace that you live in day by day.

    May you live in the peace of the Kingdom of Jesus everyday of 2007.

    I mean it…I believe it.

    Peace,

    BZ

    PS

    I’m hungry. I hope they have something good on the plane. Gosht vindaloo?

    I hear people gathered around a TV watching Giants/Philly shouting. Better go check it out.

    Adios